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Yes, a prom dressMay 26th, 2008So the other dress I was talking about earlier last week was the second dress I bought, and returned. The first dress was actually from Nordstrom, but firstly it was too expensive still and well, I didn’t think it suited a prom. And now you might think, ok, so where’s your dress then? Ahaha, it’s here. I got it last Friday, at Lord & Taylor, and I like it a lot. It’s completely red - which is weird if you think of how I like cuter, more colorful dresses, I think the whole idea of “fitting in” kinda created a blockade around my head. It’s considerably short, maybe a little past my knees, and it has the most amazing straps in the whole world because they cover up the ugliest tumors on my back. Now I don’t really have to worry about wearing a jacket the whole time. I’ve also decided that I will do the make-up myself, despite that my mom insists she does it for me. And I won’t do anything to my eyes, I just can’t get used to the blackness. Foundation is fine and maybe a little lip gloss too, but that’s it, I don’t want to go crazy making myself look like a retard. The shoes. I forgot to mention I got my shoes yesterday. It’s the tight ones that stick to your feet, and it’s really nice. It’s completely black with thin stripes coming over the top from side to side. And it’s not very high-heeled, which is good. I can’t walk in high heels, I trip and pull a muscle on my feet, it’s terrible. That’s one of the many sides of femininity that I fail at. 1 Beloved found at “Yes, a prom dress”Hikari Says: La Psycho LocaMay 24th, 2008Let me talk about the discovery of a unique female organism on Planet Earth, so damn special that she deserves her own category under the animal kingdom. Let’s write her a nickname, “La Psycho.” In red warning letters. It is founded that La Psycho bears children, the oldest at age 17. Through close daily observations, it’s been determined that she has a marvelous habit of calling her daughter an idiot, a moron, a stupid pig, a worthless child to raise, for the world doesn’t need a clumsy and unintelligent girl. That’s great, the daughter should understand her mother loves her nevertheless. There are a lot of things La Psycho says without really meaning it. La Psycho just doesn’t tell her daughter how proud she is of her because calling the little missy a stupid retard is her motherly way of showing love. Very effective. And so the interesting things this female organism does continues the daily studies. La Psycho resorts to making her daughter feel little and irritated day after day. La Psycho acts all cool and mushy by saying how her daughter failed the SAT, why she will never get a 4 or 5 on any AP Exams, why everyone else is so much better than her, why she doesn’t have friends, la la la la la. It’s like broken music in her ear. It’s unbearable to listen to, but somehow, that is La Psycho’s daughter’s unfortunate fate. It seems this the news is spreading and the world has become aware of this amazing discovery. Another scientist has released a new report about Psycho’s last several years in distress. La Psycho turns out to be a hard worker, but her life is still so difficult because of her bad luck. Unlike many other non-Pyschos who have great kids who go to Harvard and Yale, her daughter was far too incapable of such honor. Of course, it’s a given, she’s still a mother. She really loves her daughter no matter what and she doesn’t think her daughter is so stupid. It seems she just doesn’t say that so often because she doesn’t have to. Her daughter already recognizes her mother’s endless love and will not argue the fact that for many things, it is her own fault and her mother had always been right. In other words, La Psycho is a skilled pessimist. Oh right, we cannot forget to talk about the reason why La Psycho has gained so much fame. There’s something called “talking” in this world, which most people can do except for the handicapped mutes. That includes her. She’s special because she’s not like any other normal being who can speak whenever. In fact, La Psycho can talk without moving her mouth at all. It’s a miracle. The whole world is completely awed. Though it appears that the only downside is the timing. If her daughter doesn’t get what her mother is trying to mentally telecommunicate with her in time, La Psycho will go crazy and mad. It is ultimately the daughter’s responsibility to figure out what her loving mother is trying to say without saying it. Studies have shown that this is a popular method used to refrain from repeating the same things over and over again. La Psycho only has to say something to her daughter once, only once and never again. In the case her daughter does forget any one of the things she had said, then La Psycho will kindly stare into her daughter’s eyes and bewitch her nervous system until her memory clicks. It is an extraordinary way of life. We humans are all currently attempting to replicate this special talent. As of now, we have not progressed much, but only time will tell. We now conclude our findings thus far. Opinion-wise, we find the daughter infected with unforgivable stupidity. As for La Psycho, we will continue our research. But what a fascinating thing, isn’t she? Only a natural phenomenon in the Asian race. Definitely a rare species. Yeah, totally. I got my dress!May 18th, 2008As the title goes, I got a cute little dress for me little self. It’s not a pretty prom dress. It’s not even a “prom dress”. It’s a casual dress. But it’s cute, and I like it. I actually was debating whether to get this one or another dress that I also liked. The one I got is petite and small, size 2, and pretty fit, but it doesn’t go all the way to show shape. That other dress was more fit on me, as that it kinda stuck to the upper part of my body, so when I looked sideways at myself in the mirror, I realized how tiny my stomach was. Only problem was that dress exposed my awful back, and was just low enough so that a little groove of my chest showed visibly. Otherwise, it was a cute dress. It was blue and flowery and made me look small and thin. But clearly, I scratched that. This dress I got makes me walk like a toddler. It’s quite loose on me, and it’s like one piece of cloth over my body. It’s black and white and color dotted. And it has a few glittery accessories. And it’s cheaper than the other one. Someone with a bloated belly could pull it off with this one, I think, but with or without a belly, I think it’s still cute. I probably look like a pear in it because it cringes in the middle where I don’t have enough meat at my tummy to smoothen the extra space. And I gotta do something about my mini tumors at the back of my shoulder. Maybe a scarf? I was hoping to wear something on the inside that could cover it up, or maybe just blow-dry my hair enough so that it poofs out over the fattened acne. Unfortunately, that’s not gonna work. I’ll have to take a knife and start digging myself, haha j/k. So now that the dress is done with, I gotta practice my make-up, which I haven’t yet. I also have to practice putting on my contact lens because it takes me 30 minutes to do that. And I have to get shoes that’ll match this dress. And decide what jewelry to wear, if any. And then think about what I wanna do with my hair (I might curl it, dunno). ACK!!!!! Seriously, I’ve never had to worry over anything like this. The guys just don’t know what we girls have to go through: dresses, shoes, make-up, and worst of all, periods. Oh right, my mom is currently preaching to my sister about the miraculous fantasy world of Bibles and Gods and Prophets, and how right it is to die when you’re out of luck because you will live happily ever after in Heaven. *faints* I’ve had enough. Stupid meMay 14th, 2008I almost just want to disappear and run away. It’s really really stupid, I’m beginning to act like a composed idiot. SLT gave me the creeps, I couldn’t say a word, I couldn’t even talk. I couldn’t argue the right things or the right phrases, I was just rambling on about stuff and not even, I stumbled so much, I sounded like a retard, I couldn’t think up of good arguments, nothing made sense at all! And I know everyone was laughing, or at least like, “what the heck is she talking about?” Now we all know that Yu-Chi is actually an idiot at heart. She can’t think and she can’t talk. She has speech problems. She really does. She only sounds smart or whatever because everyday she can go home and get ready for talking the next day. But unfortunately, SLT today was more like improvising. And so now we see that she can’t do that. Now we all know. AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid…. I look at everyone now and I can’t stop feeling so nervewrecked. There’s John, and the other John, and then Ben and Brooke and Kaela and Liz and Kathryn and Liz and Ben and Zach and everyone else! Everyone! I so want to cry. I want to cry so much. Just cry and shrink and die right there. It’s just so stupid. And I haven’t done a good deed so far this year. I haven’t finished saying my apologies, actually, I haven’t even started! I look like I’m stalking those people cause I follow them, and I want to go up and cry my sorrys away, but in the end, either I just walk away from them or they walk away from me. No really, I think I’ve gotten into their heads that I probbably hate the world and they’re the ones at fault. My gosh. ASPIRE people are killing my life too. Dana’s gone. Cedilla’s gone. Mariah’s gone. Theo’s gone. Lily’s gone. Sandra’s gone. Knowles is leaving soon (I think), and Max will run out of my life as well. By then, the sad empty seat behind me in Calc class is eventually gonna murder me. No no no no no! Prom and ExamsMay 4th, 2008That’s a strange combination: prom and exams. AP Exams, specifically. By the time prom will be over, I won’t be able to get my gear back on for the finals. Yep, I do hope it’ll be a splendid night, I haven’t had much fun with my friends ever, cause I hardly go out anyways, except for shopping with my family. Speaking of which, I’m not getting contact lens in time for prom. I already got an eye examination this year, and so my mom’s insurance company isn’t willing to pay for another one, until after June 1. That’s so cheap though, I mean, for an insurance company, what does $189 sound like? It’s like 10 cents from 1% of each of its customers - uh, whatever that means, I’m a sucker at math. But it doesn’t matter anyways, I mean, with or without glasses, it’s the fun that counts. I’ll be getting my dress next weekend. I’m going to Flushing to get an Asian dress. Yesh! It may either be Chinese styled or Korean styled, because my auntie knows of a Korean store that sells really cute Korean fashion clothings. So we’ll see. As for the makeup and stuff, my mom bought some…. accessories. I now have my FIRST makeup kit, which includes foundation (golden version), eyeliner, lip balm, lip gloss, nail polish, eye coloring (eh…), and “blush powder”?? It’s kinda like foundation powder, but it’s just to make your cheeks look reddish. I think I have to work out some time to do a trial version before the prom. I’d look like a clown without proper practice, haha. So SAT II was yesterday. I’m a little crazy for taking an SAT II test as a 12th grader. It’s an extra “celebration of learning” for Chemistry class. Actually, I guess I wasn’t that crazy, or maybe Max was just as crazy as I am. I didn’t recognize any other 12th grader apart from him in the classroom. So he was probably taking a language SAT II or the Physics SAT II *shrug* I kinda got the idea to say my apology to him after the test, but he was talking with another girl the way out, so that plan clearly failed. Ooh, but Chem wasn’t so bad. The sample AP Exam I got last Friday was so much harder. On the SAT II , there were more stuff on things I learned in the beginning of the year, which I fortunately reviewed two days before the test. Stuff like stoichiometry, moles, molarity, polarity, periodic table, bonding, etc… And like, ONE question on acid-base, which is good, cause I sucked at acid-base and I haven’t gotten the chance to review that section yet. Heehee. Now I’m staring at my Calc review book and the Taylor and Maxlaurin Polynomials in front of me, knowing I’m gonna have to memorize the formulas and review the second semester of BC Calc, ANNNND spend about 5 hours on the AP Stats Barron’s review book. I actually haven’t been reviewing much for Stat, but I’m actually getting better at the multiple choice section, so I’d feel awful if I break down on Tuesday and get a 3 or something. It’s almost like owing Ms. K a delightful festival for thinking that I worked so hard in the class (which I didn’t) and doing so well at improving myself (which I didn’t either). Okay, that’s about it. I don’t wanna get into the emo side about how much I will miss the people in ASPIRE, so we’ll save the tears for later lol. 2 Beloved found at “Prom and Exams”Haruno Says: |