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So tired

I’m a little gloomy today. Last night was a fright, and now this morning, I look dead. I didn’t even laugh so much at Mulvey’s jokes, and no matter how much I try to smile at my friends, they always ask me, “Is something wrong, Yu-Chi?” And then my sister kept on poking and pulling my hair in Chem, this isn’t the first time, it’s actually quite amusing.

My cell phone is at home right now (and I’m clearly in school at this moment), I might just stand outside at 4 in case Mom calls me, I bet she’ll just lecture me again about bringing my cell phone. Seriously, both my Asian parents had better calm themselves down, they’re not thinking straight, and it’s getting a little farfetched this time.

Yeah, so my life is kind of in “anticipation mode” right now. College. Yes, fly far away, out of state, into the wild and leave my family be. And hopefully, before I go, I get to hang out with my friends for once; either I’m yearning to be excluded or my friends just decided that I need some time alone.

My issues

I forgot lunch money, it’s absurd. This definitely means that I am not going to stay after today, so that I can go home and eat chocolate. It’s Monday “back to school” and I’m feeling so out-of-it, I’m overwhelmed, despite that I don’t have anything to do right now - considering how lazy I’ve gotten. And from the news so far, I did OKAY on my midterms. Stat was a so-so surprise, I just hope that Ms. K curves it since I’d rather have a good transcript than a 5 on the AP Exam at the end of the year.

A little guilty that I should be continuing some stat homework right now. I just came from gym, and we started the volleyball unit. Yes, that is why my arms are rosy red now, and thus the reason I abhor the sport. Why can’t the school just build a freakin’ tennis court? It’s not that hard, and there’s so much room for football and soccer anyways. And at least in tennis, you don’t get red arms.

To tell the truth, I don’t want to see my transcript. It’s not gonna be too good. I would still hope it could get me into AT LEAST UM, my dad is so confident about it, but I’m really not that sure. He’s right some of the time, but other times, he’s just totally off, I mean, that’s okay, but when it comes to college, eh….

So a little bit on the blog/site itself, I added back in some archives, which I’ve somewhat “pruned” (not really, just a little editting here and there). So now archives from 2007 July to December is here. And probably, from now on, the posts will also be archived on the site. The only reason I’m doing this is because some of the really really old posts (like 3 years old) are stupid. I can’t believe how much of an idiot I was lol, you’d be amazed.

I started watching some new dramas, and maybe a few new anime/manga. Ooh, I like Spice and Wolf, not your typical thing, but it’s so cute! Plus, the seiyuus in there are the same seiyuus for the characters Lelouch and C.C. from Code Geass. It’s amazing, the voice acting is partially what got me intrigued. The story line is also a little hard to describe, and it’s not done yet (obviously), but at least it’s something that makes my days something more to look forward to, ahah. But just to list several more things, my family and I went to Flushing the other day and we found some dramas that I’ve finished just recently - awesome: Galileo, Tantei Gakuen Q (YEAH!), Trick I/II/III, Coffee Prince. Actually, I didn’t finish Coffee Prince, stopped right at the climax. Yeah…. I might want to go back and finish the damn thing.

So I’m feeling depressed. Not like a disorder, but a little depressed, for whatever the reason it may be. I’m just looking at everybody at my school and thinking, “they’re such great friends, they’ve gone out before, to like the city and stuff and they took lots of pictures and made lots of memories.” Ha-cha, and you guessed it: I’ve never done that before. No, really, I feel so down because of that. It’s like a realization that I haven’t enjoyed the life I should have. I’ve gone everywhere with my parents and my sister, and my friends are just a secondary thing. Is that even normal? I’ve always thought I was normal, despite my bad habits and my fart attacks, but now I’m seriously thinking about seeing a psychologist or something. I’m so inferior. Yes, me and my mental issues.

Uh…. yeah, and now I’m getting emo. About nothing at all. That’s ridiculous. So let’s stop. And I just realized I’ve been writing for about 20 or so minutes, by the time next period starts, I would be starving like hell. Yeah, wait for it.

Midterm Week

I just finished my AP Statistics midterm about 45 minutes ago, and right now I’m stuck at school suffering the indestructable disease known as BOREDOM. I totally forgot to bring my musics, I could’ve had the best time of my life spending an hour listening to DBSK and other drama songs. Or, if I get really close to dying, I could daydream the Purple Lin dance before flying up to heaven. Yeah, I know, my imagination just went ka-zoom.

The test wasn’t that bad, but it wasn’t good anyways. I didn’t have enough time to check over everything, so I’m just betting on my educated guesses and my small, unreliable brain. I felt that the second part was a lot better than the first, I’m proud of myself for figuring out the first question with the normal distribution problem. And everything else in that section was basically designing an experiment which was… okay, if I really didn’t make any mistakes.

And so, back to the first part, multiple choice kills my life. Seriously.

Now Bess also blocked this other forum I was looking forward to going to, and I bet in a few days from now, it’ll block Janime as well, exclusively labeled as “Pornography/Entertainment” >.> Suckers.

Oh, I forgot if I mentioned this, but I got answers a long time ago, from SUNY, Penn State, and University of Illinois, I got into all of them. Yay! But what I really want is to get into University of Michigan, or if I’m super lucky this year, Northwestern or Cornell. *shiver* Big and small schools, I know, size doesn’t matter that much to me, as long as it’s a good school and the Asian population is enormous. And now that I’m on this topic of the so-called ‘forever leaving high school for good,’ thank god we all have Facebook, or else I would be crying my heart out for my friends.

I might need to trot back downstairs to my sister, not that she would care I think, but I’m not really doing anything right now. Yesh, blogging is fun.

Improv is awesome

Actually, I don’t know what to write, so the title pretty much sums up last Saturday. I went to see the Improv show, and Dana was so thankful for it lol, it is such an awesome thing to see. I can’t help but wonder how those people come up with everything right on the spot. Dana went like, “What do Asian people use to kill?” “Ahah! Chopsticks!” Wha? =P She was relaly good, and so was Lindsay, Carolyn, yadida, everyone else.

Oh, but I had my embarrassing moments. I ate fast-food Chinese food right before I went to the show, so I was really really gassy the entire time. I farted 7 times (yes, I counted), and 5 of those were audible throughout the whole room. The other two were silent but deadly. There was this… smell to it. Ugh, I wouldn’t want to know what the kid sitting next to me was thinking. It’s so humiliating, I don’t feel like I want to see him again.

Yeah, so I have to go now. Matheletes is waiting for me.