For my breakdown and for Hikari

February 29th, 2008 I’m a little late, actually very late. I just started to do some scholarships YESTERDAY, and now when I’m supposed to be filling out those tedious forms, I’m freaking out about my Calc test tomorrow. No really, usually I’m not so scared, since I feel like I understand math and I can turn things around so that it makes sense to me. But this time, no way. I suck at related rates, I’m an amateur at integrals, I’m a turtle at parametric equations, and a complete idiot at position vectors. Plus, I’m doing a great job studying right now, blogging, a perfect route to escape from reality.

That pretty much sums up me for the last 10 minutes. And then I get depressed again, being an emo girl and all, wanting to talk to people. OOH, that reminds me. Graham Sager-Gellerman said hi to me today, and I waved back. Actually, it was more like, “what should I do on my way to the bathroom?” and me going like, “I shouldn’t stare at people, no I shouldn’t, stop it.” And then the little greetings, my utter shock, and then the rest of the day.

I realize I’m not an ugly girl. As much as I’m happy about that, I also realize that it’s hard to befriend me/communicate with me. And that drives me nuts. I’m actually a very hyper girl, semi-sarcastic, violent, giggly, strange, and a little evil sometimes. I actually talk a lot, with my sister, I annoy her so bad. Plus, I’m a lot more athletic than I seem like, watch me and my competitiveness, it’s frightening. And then at school, I get so “proper” I feel like exploding lol.

Oh right, I think it’s about time. *finds Hikari* *shakes her awake* Yesh, Hikari in the spotlight, my hostess and my long-lived online friend. THANK YOU SO MUCH, HIKARI. You were the one who inspired me to start graphic making at Janime, and the one who helped me to get started at web design. I remember learning div codings from you, and it was a little confusing at first, but I got it eventually, and luckily I had my mom’s old book to help out from there. Then, after you got your domain, VOILA, I became your hostee. Despite that we probably don’t talk so much, partially because I’m not really into instant messaging or e-mailing whatnot, I truly truly truly appreciate everything you did for me. As long as you keep your domain, I will forever be your loyal little pet sitting on your hostee page. x33 *huggles*

Just be carefree

February 27th, 2008

Theo was a humor today. She played kickball with us and ran from 1st to 2nd base, back to 1st base, then mid-way to 2nd base got knocked in the head. A little hesitant she was, not knowing which way to go, but driving her little legs down the path anyways.

And now I have to sleep, a standard order from my Asian mother.

Happy Valentines Day!

February 14th, 2008 Our school had the “singing valentine” today. I saw four of them, and one of them was for my AP Chem teacher. It was pretty funny, they were singing “Neumann, I love you…. hunny hunny hunny hunny” haha, and then he started dancing and stuff. Christine recorded the whole thing down, I just gotta see it again =P

I think this holiday is really cheesy and stuff, I’m not a romantic. And it feels like a Friday today, which is bad because I have to do my homework and I can’t.

Bomb Threat

February 3rd, 2008 So we had a bomb threat on Thursday - yeah, I’m a little late on updating my life. I was at lunch, and I just finished it when the crazy fire alarm went off, which got me out the door in the FREEZING weather without my jacket on. Seriously, the threat was not at all an issue to me, the worst thing was standing out there with my short-sleeved shirt on that says something like “giordano blues”, and then in the end, after all of us went home on the bus, we got a call that there was no danger or bomb at the campus.

Hence, basically some kid’s malfunctioning stupidity nearly killed my nerves for three hours outside. And that itself sent my mom on a fretting crisis about the horrible community Fox Lane has become.

And now, I’m debating whether or not I should do my homework. I was a dumb@$$ for bringing my backpack home, I’d rather have brought along my yellow coat. I could finish Chem, but I don’t know if I want to do Stat. I should, I really should, I did the multiple choice, not the Investigative Task because the problem looked hard and long. And then there’s project 4. That’s gonna keep my up all night long tomorrow.

Ooh, I had a wonderful time Saturday though. My family and I went to Radio City to see the Chinese New Year Party/Festival. It was great! The female performers were so pretty, they walked like they were in heaven all the time, arms flung out and little dresses fluttering everywhere. And then the guys were kind of funny. Yeah, they were all kung-fu and drumming and stuff, and they walked like their legs were paralyzed. It was hilarious.

This kid at this other forum is being very ungrateful. I’m gonna get off now and watch the audience chuck neg reps at him, bwahaha =D