I am so tired right now. I feel like I have the pincer inside my head, great. And I have spent an hour or so going through 4.5 bullet points on the Chemistry review sheet. So just about 20 of those to do now, and the exam is Tuesday. Oh my god.

I used to take it for granted that sleep is more or less important for my ability to function in class. But now I really really wish that I could go three days without sleep, without rest, and without the desire to just stop work and faint on the floor. And clearly blogging here at this time is just another way of procrastinating my studying. Arghh, I am such a horrible student!

Oh, the good news: my sister made it into this school’s College of Engineering, in Electrical Engineer. Yippee! I am so proud of her and I am so happy. Well, I wish that she can come here, but she is still waiting to hear from Berkley, which she probably will also make it into. If she does, then she has to choose! Awww, I’d so so want to be with her for the rest of my college years (you know, before we both finally reach adulthood and separate foreverrrrrrr NOOOOO), but then again, it’s her future and her life.

MY LITTLE SISTER!!! So amazingly cute and smart and funny! I will make sure she chooses a perfect, absolutely perfect soulmate! =D

Anyhow…. back to my depression here…. I have 8 minutes until 3:00 pm here and I want to sleeeeeeep.

Okay, buh bye.

So I honestly don’t quite understand why I am blogging right now when I have to leave for class in less than 10 minutes, but I have to go on this rant about my courses this semester. So my MCB 250 is not too bad, I prefer last year’s professor, but I guess I don’t really mind as long as I get an A in the course. MCB 251 is also not so bad, except that I have a 50 page lab report due tomorrow and I’m just about halfway done I believe. And my TA doesn’t really care too much about what we do other than going “You guys are all honors, so I’m sure you guys know what you’re doing.” Yayayaya, I don’t know about the second part, but yes, I am an honors student who is currently being overloaded and dying from my courseloads.

CHEMISTRY. Okay, so this is the fun part. I should’ve known already two weeks into this semester, but no, I have to admit now that taking organic chemistry online is the worst deal ever. Aside from the difficult material, I am just utterly speechless at the way this class is administered. All the lectures and homework and quizzes are online, but when it comes to tests, the professors are horrified each time when they get the notice from our proctors: “Online Server Crash.” No duh, we have over 600 students in this class. Even half of that isn’t going to make the situation much better. So the first test was on paper. All right, lesson learned. But then the second test was a complete screw-up with ACE Organic online and we all had to re-take the exam with mini-exams during the week’s discussion. That was actually my best test score because the version I got was so easy. And then the third test. OMG. Who came up with the idea of a scantron? OKAY, that’s just crazy. The test is online and our scantron is on paper, doh doh. The format was impossible. The test was impossible. And the scores… not recieved yet. I don’t really care anymore, ahahaha, and now I’m just thinking of what the final exam would be like. Online? NO, clearly that hasn’t been working well throughout this semester.

Anyways, math class now, bye bye!